I wish I could get over what happened last week.
I wish I could get these thoughts out of my head.
I wish I hadn't been betrayed.
I wish I felt like I could trust again.
I wish my trust hadn't been broken.
I wish that FireGirl will never feel this pain.
I wish that FireGirl will never experience this confusion.
I wish that I weren't confused.
I wish it were all clear & laid out before me.
I wish it all made sense to me.
I wish that you could & would give me the answers that I seek.
I wish that you get your life on track.
I wish that you see what you did & why it was wrong.
I wish that you would, for once, take responsibility for your actions, and stop blaming others & your past for what YOU do TODAY.
I wish this never happened.
I wish I didn't feel such disgust for you.
I wish I had nicer things to say about you.
I wish I didn't have to end our friendship.
I wish that these thoughts would stop racing through my mind.
I wish that I trusted you again.
I wish it didn't seem like I was the one experiencing the most pain & confusion, when I'm the victim here.
I wish I were the one going thru life doing whatever I want, with no concern about how it might affect others.
No, that's not true. I care to much about how it might affect others.
I wish you cared more about how your actions might affect others.
I wish I could get all these feelings out once, pour my heart out, and that be the end of it.
I wish my thoughts & feelings didn't keep swirling around me.
And, on an unrelated note... I wish this illness would go away. I'm tired of being sick.
I wish you were sick instead of me.
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