It's been so long since I could breathe.
Since I felt like I could feasibly sit down and think, really think, about what I want to do.
Not what I need to do. Not what my family needs from me. Not what work needs from me.
But what I want.
I feel like I'm rediscovering myself.
I've been very nostalgic lately.
Dreaming of the past, missing old friends.
Contemplating re-joining organizations that I used to be active in, and are still dear to my heart.
I'm also looking to the future.
And it's looking better than it has in a long time.
I know who we are evolves constantly, and so knowing who we are does as well, it's just that...
I can breathe. And it feels so, so good.